What you’ve done isn’t illegal but what you have to realise if you want to continue this relationship is some people won’t approve. I led him on and I’m worried and confused. We had a good time together and are longing to see each other again, but my friends think sex with a cousin is incest and is wrong. The next day when we were left alone again by his parents, we couldn’t resist doing it again when we were at the beach. I pulled off his trunks and dared him to swim naked with me in the pool.Īfter telling him I was on the Pill, he realised what I had in mind and minutes later we lost our virginity, which felt wonderful. His parents were out, so no one could see us. He’s very handsome and as I fancied him I deliberately made him sexually excited by asking him to rub sun oil over my body while we were sunbathing in the garden. My cousin and I are both 17 and were virgins until our holiday with his parents at a villa in Barbados.